Where do I start ... I have never written any of my thoughts down about the sexual abuse I endured during my childhood . I am sure, that compared to some, it is not “as bad.” To me, it was horrible, it was the worst experience in my life. It is still with me to this day. I’m not sure who will read my story. If anyone that knows me reads this, I would say to them, “This is my life story; this is who I am and why I am the way I am.”